i have decided to take a picture a week documenting the progress on the hair. mostly it's for my own benefit. but well, i'm sharing, because that's how i roll. 4 weeks.
i've been sleeping all day because i've been coughing up big green loogies and overall being rundown. now i have to write a paper for cog psych and i am NOT LOOKING FOWARD TO IT ONE BIT. hence the reason i am procrastonating now.
then i have to write my paper for women's studies on "real women have curves". then i have to read the material for my bio psych power point i have to make up at some point this week. then i have to homework for stats.
2007.04.05 18.35 i have jewish hey-ya stuck in my head.
i'm tired. stupid having to not sleep. and i don't know what's up with my netflix not being here today. other then that i'm peachy keen. i found out i'm making ten dollars an hour this summer. and if it's anything like last summer, i'm going to work overtime like it's going out to style.
today i got a different credit card. zero interest till november. after that a significantly lower interest rate then i have now. (11.99 down from 18.9) yea, i was kind of being ass raped without lube, i know. i also get a zero percent balance transfer. since i am going to be canceling my other card, i cashed in all my points and got myself an XM radio with a three month subscription. hollar.
tomorrow stef will be here about 4pm. she was supposed to come today, but her parents got her a poodle for her birthday. she's super excited and i'm happy for her. when he's a little bit older he's going to come down with her when she comes and visits. i really hope the roommates are ok with this. i trust her judgment that she won't bring him down until he's ready. he'll be crated when we aren't here and there are plenty of places for her to take him to run around. all the other dogs her family has are really well behaved, so i'm sure this one will be as well. this one is such a keeper. i've been having a lot of issues with my self esteem lately, and stressing hardcore over grad schools, and preparing for applying. she's been talking me through everything and not judging me for my problems. i appreciate this so much more then i let on, i think. tracy was extremely judgmental of all my problems, and always made me feel twice as shitty about them. constantly telling me she couldn't be with an "unstable girlfriend". obviously, tracy wasn't stable herself. i'm still waiting for karma to bite her in the ass, but whatever. stef makes me feel good because she doesn't tell me i'm wrong. she tells me to talk things through with my counselor, and that it isn't so terrible being on medication. last night she was telling me some people just need it and it doesn't mean i'm a freak. i've consistently wrestled with needing medication, at least since i was 15. she says she's noticed a slight change in me since we've met. i went off the meds RIGHT when we met, so she got to see me as i slowly returned to a non-medicated state. i don't know, i will talk to the counselor about it. the whole thing makes me kind of frazzled. class time. then i'm going to go get the last of stef's presents. tomorrow i'm skipping my last class so i can just do all my running around before she shows up. it'll be easier that way. peace out, poopies.
also: this weekend was spectacular. um, i started working out again and i'm really sore. stef left and i'm feeling sort of lonely because we spent the past five days being pretty much inseperatable. i'm glad she lives a little farther away for the time being though. just so we don't get to into doing that. it's hard to function around her. all i want to do is snuggle and talk to her. and make out. oh, lord.
alright, i'm going to venture back downstairs. i'm so happy. wee.
one of my friendship pet peeves: someone who goes out of their way to tell me how much they miss me, but makes NO fucking effort for months at a time. alright, obviously i'm not that big of a deal. i'm talking about this guy TJ. i was friends with him before tracy. tracy befriended him. now he's really close with tracy and her current. that wouldn't really bother me, honestly, but he totally stopped talking to me, and when he would talk to me, he would subtley defend her and bring up our relationship. i don't take well to people trying to give me advice when i feel the information they are reciveing is completely one sided. i value my friends opions always, but when you're being fed a completely skewwed truth and don't bother to look at the whole picture, don't even try. now he's complaining that he's upset i "hate his guts". and i don't hate him. i just don't want to be his friend. it's better that way. GOD.
ok, on a better note. i'm in wisconsin. i met patrick. it's kind of awesome. he's awesome. i like it here. i'm really enjoying playing video games at the moment. and using his roommates laptop. but thats not all. . . . last night he picked me up from the air port (my fucking flight got rescheduled making me get in at almost tenpm instead of 3:30pm. we went straight to the bar after that. the place we went to had 25 cent taps from ten til 1. got shitfaced for realllllyyyy cheap. went to a diner where a lady had the strongest fargo-esqe accent ever. LOVED it. it's so dorky sounding. she was also an excellent waitress. my coffee cup never even got close to being empty. ever. tipped her insanely well. last night it was really nice to share a bed with someone. i haven't in forevvvvvvvver. infact the last person was that stupid boy i try to forget who was a completely asshole. i like sharing a bed with someone whos moderately cuddley. ^_^
ok, more gitaroo man. he bought it for me. looooveeeeeeeee.
i guess it's pretty amazing i'm alot less depressed when i think i should be. i don't have my cat. it makes me want to cry. i miss olly and his fluffy belly and face. i'm desperatly trying to find someone who will take him in until i figure out where i am going to live permenatly. i'm a little drunk, so i care less about spelling then normal. if anyone who lives kind of close to me can take olly for just a little bit i would be so greatful. i want to get him out of that house. i will give you money for food and litter. i have a box. he's so sweet and beautiful. i love him more then life. and i cant wait until i live with him agian. i applied for a loan and i just need to fix in some documents.i should get approved and then i can get back on my own, away from the rents all together. god, yea i really should be alot more upset then i am. i think i'm just drunk. my moms friend came over and we drank cosmo's all night.
today was pretty productive, and will continue to be. i : one-went to class two-sent out patrick's birthday present. three-swept out my car (oh i'm so dutch) four-showered & ate ramen-breakfast of champions.
my car looks fab. i really want to do something pink themed on the inside. i think it needs to be done. i don't want to have it be gaudy and cheap looking like it was bought from walmart though.
after class i'm going to head over to the library. i've got a quiz tomorrow to study for, and i belive anouther chapter in social. i've lost my book for psych of personality. it was a hundred dollar book. taryn=dur.
it's over 70 degree's today. i lovvveeeeeee it. its like summer and winter are fighting it out, and today summer won for the final time until june.
i passed out on my floor while working on school stuff, and i woke up four hours later-wide awake. this isn't good. i'm about to start working on my assignment for human behavior, in addition to the project. it's to apply systems theory to what happened down in lancaster. tomorrow night i think i'm actually going to lancaster. lisa called me tonight. she's an EMT down there, she had to be on the scene for that shit. heart breaking. i haven't seen that nig in FOREVER, so hanging out should be a good time. tracy hated her, and it had alot to do with our friendship.
we all want to ultimately find that person that makes us laugh. that finishes our sentances. understands weird songs when you're humming them out of context. that you can get rediculously sick and will take care of you. that just gets you. that got me.
nyc was lovely. i'm sad i didn't have my camera to take pictures. i took a few on my phone, which i'll get to later. for now, i'm going to work. and they are expecting severe thunderstorms all night. not so lovely.
would you take me off your friends list if i didn't add you back? thanks. yes. that means, go to your user page and CHECK! most of you are my friends.actually all but two. that's cuz i like you. ::kisses::
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